Vaginas.
I talk about them quite a bit.
I have a portfolio of vagina art.
I also happen to be the owner of one, nestled beautifully atop and between my voluminous thighs.
I’m a card carrying, proud, ‘shout it from the rooftops’ feminist.
I’m an artist, jester and utter chat chat chatty McChatterson chatterbox.
I NEED to be creative in order to be happy.
However, had you visited my site in the last year or in recent months, you would have gleaned very little to NONE of that from these pages.
Nope. Nadda. Zip. [well perhaps a small idea had you clicked around a bit. But given that google analytics effin insists that people only hang around here for a zillionth of a millisecond, I doubt anyone was really getting a good idea of who I am or what I'm offering]
This site was ALL wrong. Wrong design. Wrong header. Made me cringe when I visited it.
Gah.
It was all ‘make great videos’ and ‘how to be better on screen’ yadda yadda.
Don’t get me wrong, I still stand 100% behind my fabulous eBook Guide Shine on Screen [it really is a very helpful guide for anyone wanting to create video for their online space and it will make you a frikkin VIDEO SUPERSTAR. Go buy it, Seriously.] but I was starting to feel REAL queasy about MY online space, the tone+content on my site and the overall direction the ‘biz’ element of this space was taking.
Classic case of ‘just because you can, doesn’t mean you should’.
You see I totally have the video making chops. I know my shiz and I’m very well qualified to be taking about it. But did it ‘light me up’? Did it excite me? Did I want to do it all the damn time?
ALL THE FUCKS no.
I did it because I thought it was my ‘niche’ or ‘nitch’ as my delightful American pals pronounce it.
Nitch, nitch, nitch, makes you wanna itch.
I digress…
I totally can and still am willing to help anyone with their video making and am currently at the pre-production stages of a documentary, so I still ‘have my hand’ in video production, I just don’t wanna go down that particular route / business model, like all the time, as my bizniz maaaaaaaaaan.
Everything I’ve done thus far on this site, is true to who I am and is a good reflection of my skill, experience and ability.
BUT IT WASN”T ENOUGH.
I felt like I was always having to ‘watch my tone’ or ‘speak to my ideal peeps’
ALWAYS, ALWAYS, ALWAYS.
Feeling like I was doing it for someone else to benefit from and NOT really feeling like it was just what I wanted to say, when I wanted to say it and involved vaginas if I damn well pleased.
So enough of all that malarky.
This online space returns to a place where I get to express myself without censoring. It becomes more about art, opinions and things I’m thinking about or interested in. I’m done with the whole ‘business’ thang [for now].
Expect a LOT MORE fanny/minge/vulva/vagina/cunt chat.
Yeah I said CUNT. Oooooooooooh, controversial.
